negativity.

i'm a failure in a world so pure
an act of being selfish i showed to you
i began to create a world that's cruel
i saw change in my dream
but nightmare woke me

something in me won't release me
maybe things are meant to be
an act of negativity
a cruel way of punishment done by me

i sobber on something that i laugh on to
as i try to leave the same thing comes to me
repetition of an act unpure
uncureable disease is starting to kill me

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BORING DAY...
I'm tryong to cope in everything that's happening.

Yeah! I know. It is my fault.