4/28/07

argh. what a pic.


taken from our PYM swimming outing.



Lol, still, wala pa akong copy ng mga pics nung swimming namin. T_T




4/24/07

photo! click click! Ahah!

Stolen shot at our house. O.o'

arghh.. -_-'


Wala lang... Mukha lang akong ewan. =)) What a pose! so ghey! =)) Wahahaha! lol!

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Argh, ndi ko pa nakukuha yung mga pics from our outing last saturday. :c Post ko nalang dito sa blog ko kapag nakuha ko na. [ lol, wala akong multiply account eh, nakaka tamad gumawa]

Anyway, i really did enjoyed the outing. Love you all guys @ PYM! :-*

4/20/07

the PYM summer outing.

Summer say my name...

Yah, tomorrow's the day! Ahaha, 1 whole day bonding and swimming with my friends in PYM. :) Wee~ Err, excited? Ahah, Of course! :p

4/19/07

here, behind the glass.

here she comes...


Still, I'm here... Hoping. :'c

4/16/07

f*ck! My PC's broken.

Broken hopes falling away...

ARGH!!! My title says it all. *pif*

4/14/07

the power of copy & paste.

Trust me. I lie.


This thing called love, that we can't live without.
This thing called love, that we die for.
What in the world is it?
You may be quite surprised to know that there is very little real true love in this world, and much of the expressed love, upon closer examination, is nothing more than a selfishness being displayed.
To want another to be happy, truly happy, with or without you...is real love.
To trust another's love and not need to have it out of some control...is real love.
To truly trust a partner, without needing to know of their comings and goings...is real love.
To love because of want instead of need...is real love.
For a relationship to be based in any control situation, whether physical or emotional or mental...is not real love.
To have someone stay with you out of guilt, pity or fear...is not real love.
To have someone with you because it makes YOU feel good...is not real love.
To be with someone because it makes THEM feel good...is not real love.
If love MUST have a promise or guarantee of tomorrow, it is not real love.
Real love is shared in the present without the need to think of "next."
It is the giving of one's self to make another happy,the joy of sharing the NOW.
We can't force love to give or to be given.
Love is nature at work.
We live in a non-verbal world, and yet we make it so hard in our lives because of our need to have words and meanings to everything.
Life has no meaning beyond itself, love has no meaning beyond itself, and the need to label and define these things is the element that destroys the "nature" of it.
For a couple to be together out of want is the ideal.
What if couples, EACH and EVERY morning had to renew their vows, make a TRUTHFUL decision BEFORE the day began to remain together, a TRULY free choice.
How many would be together today?
In life, we SHOULD examine our situations in this light and act accordingly because people who become unhappy with one another can have it turn into a very destructive force in a short time if they but "pretend" and go through "role-playing" in their relationships.
Being honest and truthful with ourself is where LOVE begins.
Most can't do that, and they remain in situations involving another; thus, we have TWO lives being controlled in dishonesty.
Is it any wonder, from this point, why people resort to denial and escapeism to get through their day?
Are people living a lie, happy with themself, and how can they give happiness to another?
Do people really communicate in honesty, or is it only so much lip service?
What do we expect from ourselves?
What do others expect from us?
Is a bad relationship BETTER than being alone?
Should people who are unable to communicate stay together?
Do two wrongs make a right?
Do two negatives make a positive?
And yet, the word SELFISH will enter strongly into this subject.
If you stay in a relationship because YOU are AFRAID to leave, for ANY reason, it is selfish.
Staying for LESS than the right reason, if you stay in a relationship because you feel sorry, out of guilt, out of pity, you are being CONTROLLED and allowing someone to be selfish about YOUR life.
A key issue, and fairly important, LIFE...TIME.
To be able to offer yourself, your all, to each and every person that you encounter in your life, without question...is real love.
To not have to draw any boundries or limits on what you would be willing to offer a stranger...is real love.
To accept and trust each and every person until they give you a reason not to...is real love.
To want to help everyone to be happy...is real love.
To give everyone your love and your time and your energy...is real love.
Love, REAL love, is not something said, but it is what is done.
To reach out and touch...is real love.
To care about a stranger and talk to them...is real love.
To offer your friendship and to be there for everyone...is real love.
How much real love do you know?
To be at peace with yourself... Is real love.

4/13/07

a purpose of existence.

Wipe away those teary eyes, wear a smile to make things feel more fine.

Wala ako magawa eh, kaya eto nanaman ako, eheh. It's been almost a month? Err, tama ba? Na nag post ako dito sa blog ko. Dami na nangyari sa akin, pero, tinatamad naman akong isa-isahin ung mga nangyari.. Blah blah... My life would only make you sleepy. :p

Life has so much more to give, we just don't appreaciate those little things that has been given to us. Everything has its end, after that, comes a new beginning. Sometimes we hide so much of what we truly feel, we hide the reality of pain deep inside of us. We need to set those free, to experience more of what we need to.

I, for myself serves as someone who's trying to put a smile to someone. 'coz I know for myself that she do needs to be loved, to be appreciated, to be cared, and to be taken care of in the right way. I exist to help someone in need. Not for my own benefit, but for the benefit of that someone.

The wounds of what happend before will never be gone, it'll be scars of a tragic past, still, we need to move along. Live, breath something new and exhale the awful past. It's for us to realize that love is never gone, it's not selfish for just one. To make someone happy is my goal, to make someone smile is what could also make me feel accomplished of what progress I've made.

I am happy, for I could somehow feel that she is also feeling the same way too.