Bla blah blah.

Weird lang talaga ng feeling. I see no reason kung bakit ganun, I also see no reason kung bakit ganito o ganyan. It just so happend na things were just not fitted in the right place and in the right time.

Realizations for me are yet a scene for me to look at. I still have no definite idea of what's really in my mind or what I need or want to do. I guess I'm out of tune.

Oh well, it is really hard keeping the silence too close. Too close that I'm being deaf by my own self.

Every sound is in mute effect.

If only I could share to you my words of endearment, but I guess you don't need to hear those. I have my infamous life settled in every words that I say. It just destroys me even more. Even more.

The Scientist

Coldplay.

Err, I don't know why I love this song... It's been almost 3 years now, still, super favorite ko parin sya.

Take note: I'm not a Coldplay fan.

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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

my lola's 1st death anniv.

Now your gone, things won't be the same again.

From my Mama:
Hi mama, I hope you like the roses I gave you. You always show up in the presence of the butterfly.

From me:
I miss you so much. :( Another year has come without you.

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The reason why i like butterflies is that--I remember or see my lola everytime i see a butterfly. ^_^

grand goodbyes.

An Unfinished poem.

Grand goodbyes are those what’s meant to last
Those words are the memoirs of everything that happened from the start
Everything’s falling into places now--but not the way that I want it to be
Affirmation of what’s positive, now I’ve laid my hands down on you
I succumb myself, for now that I’ve realized that things are just not meant to be
A mist of a downfall opens my eyes, a blurred reality, still not wanting to believe
Even though the truth pursuits me. Still, I have a blind belief of something unreal…
Me, being a part of you.
A painful truth, that I could never make it overrule
It haunts me; a presence of you just makes me feel more eager of having you.


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Haha, it's been a month since my last post. :p Lol...